the new year is coming..2009 is coming
my mum told me once.those born in the year of the rabbit will have better luck next year.im looking forward towards it.oh darn its been a fucking year of mishaps and bad lucks.everything i do this year doesn't seem right or all well.
shugggssss...oh 2009
what do you have install for me??i just want 2008 to just go by.i wont want to look back no more.so much of bad memories.
but the upside is, i've met alot of new people in 2008.many beautiful people.
these people i call them friends for life.and i look forward to a better year...2009 here i come!!
bye bye ol' miserable 2008!!
Merry Xmas and Happy New Year!!!!
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Thursday, November 6, 2008
freed
Raja Petra Kamaruddin is freed from ISA dentention. Thank God. There's still freedom of speech and justice in Malaysia i think. Syed Hamid should step down as Minister and be charged in court for framing the recent 3 ISA detainees.
Monday, November 3, 2008
monday blues
im posting this nenek blog from my library while listening to miss independent - Neyo
how lame is that la. haha
im running away from reality.the reality that exam is drawing nearer and nearer. days seems so far by and im here wondering and pondering about the future. what the future holds and have in stall for me? im beginning to wonder whether exam excellence is the key to a brighter and greater future. im wondering whether what am i doing now promise me happiness and gloryness. the fact that im deep down lonely here with no one to spare with, im wondering whats the point of having a bright future without having anyone to share with.
whats the key to a happy life? is it being a successful person? is it being great and super smart in everything? i don't know. the fact is im still confused and still fuck-ed up now.
the fact that she's now miss independent. she can go on with her life without me after what has being said about me. and im here struggling to face reality and meet ends.
being the new student representative of the biz council add serious obligations to my life. the fact that im already bugged with so many probs in life, im being given yet another responsibility to shoulder on.
i need her. i want her. but suddenly the big barricade stand in between us stop us from being together. oh please remove the barricade away la for God's sake.
how lame is that la. haha
im running away from reality.the reality that exam is drawing nearer and nearer. days seems so far by and im here wondering and pondering about the future. what the future holds and have in stall for me? im beginning to wonder whether exam excellence is the key to a brighter and greater future. im wondering whether what am i doing now promise me happiness and gloryness. the fact that im deep down lonely here with no one to spare with, im wondering whats the point of having a bright future without having anyone to share with.
whats the key to a happy life? is it being a successful person? is it being great and super smart in everything? i don't know. the fact is im still confused and still fuck-ed up now.
the fact that she's now miss independent. she can go on with her life without me after what has being said about me. and im here struggling to face reality and meet ends.
being the new student representative of the biz council add serious obligations to my life. the fact that im already bugged with so many probs in life, im being given yet another responsibility to shoulder on.
i need her. i want her. but suddenly the big barricade stand in between us stop us from being together. oh please remove the barricade away la for God's sake.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
i'll be away
wheww!!104 views!i don't know who's viewing my blog. but im surprised lol.
this is a public service announcement
i won't be able to update my blog in the longest time possible.
this is due to:
this is a public service announcement
i won't be able to update my blog in the longest time possible.
this is due to:
- i don't have an internet connection at where im staying at now =( so this makes me a dwarf. i cant surf, i cant facebook, i cant blog, i cant live a normal life!!
- my finals and assignments are coming really soon in the next few weeks. my finals is very soon. so i wanna concentrate and get the best results available for grabs!
- i dont want to update anything right now.until when circumstances has changed
- im just lazy to update.thats the truth =P
so take care out there. dont miss me too much ya =)
ciaozzzzz
Monday, September 22, 2008
dilemma
damn. i should might as well call this post as an emo post lar =( yesh yesh im emo so? i don't care what you people think. i type what i wanna type and its my fcuking right to do so. if you don't like reading what you're reading, then u may please fcuk off thankiew =) =) =)
anyway, im in a dilemma.im stuck in between 2 female. 1 is the one im chasing and on the other hand is my ex =(
shall start with the one im chasing. she has a bf =( and they always argue =) but sad lor. they always together like magnet. its like inseparable liao. i thought they wont last, but now it seems they're gonna last =( right now there's no real development between us. we're more like best friends that tease each other at every single little thing. i like her personality. but day by day i come to realize that it'll never happen. so im trying my very best to forget my plans. and just leave it to everything around us to decide la. if we're meant to be then we'll be together.
on the other hand, is my ex. i told myself again and again to forget her. but i cant forget at all. when im all alone, i will think of her and everything we had. i'll feel down and lonely and empty in my heart. i just wanted someone to be by my side physically. i cant accept a gf that's not by my side all the time PHYSICALLY. to do things together, to talk face to face, to look into each other eyes. i just cant. plus so many things that won't allow us to be together. her believes, her religion, her family, its just too many. i don't know where it'll end. its just too difficult for me and her. she said everything is secondary. but what about me? these matters are primary important matter to me. i just lost hope and trust and strength to continue. i tried many times but i can't. i just cant move on.
how?? =(
anyway, im in a dilemma.im stuck in between 2 female. 1 is the one im chasing and on the other hand is my ex =(
shall start with the one im chasing. she has a bf =( and they always argue =) but sad lor. they always together like magnet. its like inseparable liao. i thought they wont last, but now it seems they're gonna last =( right now there's no real development between us. we're more like best friends that tease each other at every single little thing. i like her personality. but day by day i come to realize that it'll never happen. so im trying my very best to forget my plans. and just leave it to everything around us to decide la. if we're meant to be then we'll be together.
on the other hand, is my ex. i told myself again and again to forget her. but i cant forget at all. when im all alone, i will think of her and everything we had. i'll feel down and lonely and empty in my heart. i just wanted someone to be by my side physically. i cant accept a gf that's not by my side all the time PHYSICALLY. to do things together, to talk face to face, to look into each other eyes. i just cant. plus so many things that won't allow us to be together. her believes, her religion, her family, its just too many. i don't know where it'll end. its just too difficult for me and her. she said everything is secondary. but what about me? these matters are primary important matter to me. i just lost hope and trust and strength to continue. i tried many times but i can't. i just cant move on.
how?? =(
Friday, September 19, 2008
19 Sept 2008
today, i didn't felt like doing anything. I did not have the urge and mood to do anything at all. looking at my things and schedule.i just don't feel like doing anything about it.i didn't want to care at all.ughhh...self ignorance and laziness struck me again.i just lay down on the bed turning all over the place.
my watch shows it's 9.30.the alarm was ringing every 9 minutes. i shut it off. and then i kept thinking to myself.should i attend today's FIN320? what will i miss? i calculated the number of times i've missed the tutorial.omg..its coming to the 4th time! i thought to myself "i should not miss another class of his" and there. i lay down on my sweet comfy bed thinking and thinking.making a decision so easy to make yet so hard to decide. watch shows the time.10.30am. i was lazy enough to force myself out of bed. so there, i decided not to go.and tried to go back to sleep. i cant. and i look back at the time. it's 10.45am. my last chance to get prepared for class. nope. still insist myself on not going. i then went back into sleep. finally!! not until my mum called me to ask me some personal stuff. and that bugged my sleep. i couldnt go back into sleep.
so from 11am, i was thinking about many things to myself. issues like why Anwar hasn't taken control of Putrajaya. and related issues about it. and then i was giggling to myself thinking about what Guo Rui said about Anwar. Such a joker!! he has very good sense of humour rofl! then was thinking about what should i wear to Genting later. and try to imagine what will happen in Genting.
didn't realized time went by soo fast. Suddenly it was already 12.30pm. i lay down for about 15 minutes and got up to get myself ready and dressed up. by the time i was ready it was already 1.45pm. Then i left "home" to withdraw cash and bought Nescafe. Supply of Nescafe went dry =( boarded the Metro bus to 1u. damn! Bus fare increased yet again! this time its an increase of 10 cents. was originally 90cents for a single trip to 1u. although it was 10cents but it's worth complaining. how can lar?10cents lei =( anyway shall talk about price increase and cost of living in the next post. reached 1u and boarded the bus straight up to Genting.By the time i reached the cable car station it was already 3.30pm
On the way up, i look around the secenaries around.nothing much has changed since my last trip up. that was about 6months ago. feels like yesterday. and all our memories came back into broad day light. i felt so much warm and love. i remembered every moment we had up here. those were our happiest days together up there. if you're reading this, i remember and will always do ya =)
anyway back to macro. i never knew singaporeans has poor knowledge and information about malaysia. sad case man. plus singaporeans call genting as "jenting" wtf. since when genting mortified as "jenting"? screw you singaporeans. oh what? you gonna ask Badawi to catch me and throw me into ISA? you're not even sure whether he'll be around till next tuesday anot.
straight went into casino.big deal. my second time in casino. big deal. police officers have to check my IC to verify my age. big deal. i look young to them. big deal. i never ever gamble in casino before. big deal. IM GONNA GAMBLE FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME. BIGGGG DEAL!!!! this is gonna be my very first try in gambling. i wanna taste what is it like to gamble and why some people get very addicted to it. i wanna understand the psychology of a gambler. i wanna understand the heart and mind of a gambler. i wanna fucking understand why they have to commit suicide gambling! BIG DEAL!
before giving a try out on gambling, i went with my buddies to look around in the casino.i spotted a few games where the high rollers were busy gambling. they dont bet in small amount. they bet in big amounts. BIG DEAL! i saw an old man, prollie in his 60's, betting his cash of RM1000. and he lost it.just like that. no hard feelings. walao eh!KNNCCB!! that money can last me for a month ok. cover everything some moree!! wuwu!!!
suet ni gave me a RM5 chip to try my first luck. ever heard of this saying? gambling for the first time will guarantee you to win money. i didn't believe it. so i place my bet on 4. i don't what game is it. is selecting your number. then you'll just the roll the ball into the selection of numbers. POCK!! wah!!! won RM10 lee!! BIG DEAL!! was damn excited! i tried my luck again. bet on difference numbers this time. 9 and 6. both didn't hit. heart starts to feel the pain and uneasyness.
i wasnt all that happy and satisfied. went for another few more rounds to observe gamblers. in the end i decided to change my precious RM50 into chips for gambling. i started with this.
Played some gambling game which i dont know what is it called.its basically choosing the number of your choice and then just roll the ball onto the numbers. when the ball stops at that number, it's either your choice number is there or you lose. well, i won my first round for the first time.
have you ever heard of a saying that goes "if you're gambling for the first time, you'll get lucky" i believe every single word of it. it was my first time gambling and i won!i won RM10!! BIG DEAL!!! wakakkaakaka
then i tried my luck at the same table again for a few times. but i didn't won any since then =( and then my friends and i went to another table. this time is i played a game where you roll the wheel of fortune. minimum bet = RM5. i placed my bet on the RM10. and hit!!i won RM50 from RM5. BIG DEAL!! i'm damn fcuking happy!!
i wasnt satisfied. greed and self ignorance hit me! now i understand why gamblers cant live the gambling table once they start winning. i seriously felt it was my lucky day. i went on gambling. from RM75 to RM25. damn! i wasn't satisfied cause i lost all my money on the same fcuking table! i didn't believe my luck! i played over and over again...until this
=(
my watch shows it's 9.30.the alarm was ringing every 9 minutes. i shut it off. and then i kept thinking to myself.should i attend today's FIN320? what will i miss? i calculated the number of times i've missed the tutorial.omg..its coming to the 4th time! i thought to myself "i should not miss another class of his" and there. i lay down on my sweet comfy bed thinking and thinking.making a decision so easy to make yet so hard to decide. watch shows the time.10.30am. i was lazy enough to force myself out of bed. so there, i decided not to go.and tried to go back to sleep. i cant. and i look back at the time. it's 10.45am. my last chance to get prepared for class. nope. still insist myself on not going. i then went back into sleep. finally!! not until my mum called me to ask me some personal stuff. and that bugged my sleep. i couldnt go back into sleep.
so from 11am, i was thinking about many things to myself. issues like why Anwar hasn't taken control of Putrajaya. and related issues about it. and then i was giggling to myself thinking about what Guo Rui said about Anwar. Such a joker!! he has very good sense of humour rofl! then was thinking about what should i wear to Genting later. and try to imagine what will happen in Genting.
didn't realized time went by soo fast. Suddenly it was already 12.30pm. i lay down for about 15 minutes and got up to get myself ready and dressed up. by the time i was ready it was already 1.45pm. Then i left "home" to withdraw cash and bought Nescafe. Supply of Nescafe went dry =( boarded the Metro bus to 1u. damn! Bus fare increased yet again! this time its an increase of 10 cents. was originally 90cents for a single trip to 1u. although it was 10cents but it's worth complaining. how can lar?10cents lei =( anyway shall talk about price increase and cost of living in the next post. reached 1u and boarded the bus straight up to Genting.By the time i reached the cable car station it was already 3.30pm
On the way up, i look around the secenaries around.nothing much has changed since my last trip up. that was about 6months ago. feels like yesterday. and all our memories came back into broad day light. i felt so much warm and love. i remembered every moment we had up here. those were our happiest days together up there. if you're reading this, i remember and will always do ya =)
anyway back to macro. i never knew singaporeans has poor knowledge and information about malaysia. sad case man. plus singaporeans call genting as "jenting" wtf. since when genting mortified as "jenting"? screw you singaporeans. oh what? you gonna ask Badawi to catch me and throw me into ISA? you're not even sure whether he'll be around till next tuesday anot.
straight went into casino.big deal. my second time in casino. big deal. police officers have to check my IC to verify my age. big deal. i look young to them. big deal. i never ever gamble in casino before. big deal. IM GONNA GAMBLE FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME. BIGGGG DEAL!!!! this is gonna be my very first try in gambling. i wanna taste what is it like to gamble and why some people get very addicted to it. i wanna understand the psychology of a gambler. i wanna understand the heart and mind of a gambler. i wanna fucking understand why they have to commit suicide gambling! BIG DEAL!
before giving a try out on gambling, i went with my buddies to look around in the casino.i spotted a few games where the high rollers were busy gambling. they dont bet in small amount. they bet in big amounts. BIG DEAL! i saw an old man, prollie in his 60's, betting his cash of RM1000. and he lost it.just like that. no hard feelings. walao eh!KNNCCB!! that money can last me for a month ok. cover everything some moree!! wuwu!!!
suet ni gave me a RM5 chip to try my first luck. ever heard of this saying? gambling for the first time will guarantee you to win money. i didn't believe it. so i place my bet on 4. i don't what game is it. is selecting your number. then you'll just the roll the ball into the selection of numbers. POCK!! wah!!! won RM10 lee!! BIG DEAL!! was damn excited! i tried my luck again. bet on difference numbers this time. 9 and 6. both didn't hit. heart starts to feel the pain and uneasyness.
i wasnt all that happy and satisfied. went for another few more rounds to observe gamblers. in the end i decided to change my precious RM50 into chips for gambling. i started with this.
Played some gambling game which i dont know what is it called.its basically choosing the number of your choice and then just roll the ball onto the numbers. when the ball stops at that number, it's either your choice number is there or you lose. well, i won my first round for the first time.have you ever heard of a saying that goes "if you're gambling for the first time, you'll get lucky" i believe every single word of it. it was my first time gambling and i won!i won RM10!! BIG DEAL!!! wakakkaakaka
then i tried my luck at the same table again for a few times. but i didn't won any since then =( and then my friends and i went to another table. this time is i played a game where you roll the wheel of fortune. minimum bet = RM5. i placed my bet on the RM10. and hit!!i won RM50 from RM5. BIG DEAL!! i'm damn fcuking happy!!
i wasnt satisfied. greed and self ignorance hit me! now i understand why gamblers cant live the gambling table once they start winning. i seriously felt it was my lucky day. i went on gambling. from RM75 to RM25. damn! i wasn't satisfied cause i lost all my money on the same fcuking table! i didn't believe my luck! i played over and over again...until this
=(
so i went down genting and commit suicide =( =( =( =(
no i wont be dumb la. if i committed suicide, i wont be posting this post lar!
but the temptation was running high once i started winning. now i can really understand the feelings of a gambler. their willingness to do anything to win. it'll take you at all cost no matter what happens. you're willing to borrow from ah long, gamble all your life savings, commit suicide etc. very sad =(
i went back KL with a heavy and sad heart. but i learned a valuable lesson.
Don't gamble xD
no i wont be dumb la. if i committed suicide, i wont be posting this post lar!
but the temptation was running high once i started winning. now i can really understand the feelings of a gambler. their willingness to do anything to win. it'll take you at all cost no matter what happens. you're willing to borrow from ah long, gamble all your life savings, commit suicide etc. very sad =(
i went back KL with a heavy and sad heart. but i learned a valuable lesson.
Don't gamble xD
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Monday, September 15, 2008
916
The countdown for the take-over effort of the government has begun. The next 24 hours will be an anticipated time for all Malaysians to see what's gonna happen to the BN government. Will they stay in power? or will Malaysia have a new prime minister? what are likely events that's gonna happen in the next 24 hours? surely, the next 24 hours will be closely watched not only by all Malaysians, but also by the whole world. The wave of changes is blowing our way.
This is it. The day has finally come. The day to be anticipated by all.
What will happen? We shall patiently wait and see whats next
This is it. The day has finally come. The day to be anticipated by all.
What will happen? We shall patiently wait and see whats next
Friday, September 12, 2008
a lost hope
On friday (12th Spetember 2008), 3 people got arrested under the ISA.detained includes Raja Petra Kamaruddin of Malaysia Today, Seputeh MP Teresa Kok and Sin Chew Daily reporter Tan Hoon Cheng. There were detained for reasons the government feel can threatened the unity of Malaysians. and also the news where Tan Hoon Cheng reported in Sin Chew Daily last month where an UMNO politician, Ahmad Ismail, made a racist remark calling Chinese Malaysian's as squatters and immigrants that don't deserve any equal rights.read more about it on Kenny Sia postings about the story here
now lets do a comparison on the 4 people "wrong-doings"
Raja Petra Kamaruddin - Made headlines for remarks and secrets on top government officials and reveal secrets about their wrong-doings.also made seditious comments and other issues that touched the sensitivity of Malaysians.He made those comments on www.Malaysiatoday.com, which was subsequently been blocked.
Seputeh MP Teresa Kok - accused of an appeal to a mosque in Kinrara to lower and soften the loud speakers during prayers as it is too loud
Sin Chew Daily reporter Tan Hoon Cheng - Reported the controversial remark made by UMNO politician Ahmad Ismail calling Malaysian Chinese squatters and immigrants during a political ceramah in Permatang Pauh.
Ahmad Ismail - called Malaysian Chinese squatters and immigrants.provoked the anger among chinese with his seditious remark but still refused to apologise for the remarks saying that what he said are facts.watch video below.
Ok.now here's the deal.The Malaysian law defines ISA as the followings (based on Wikipedia)
Section 73(1) Internal Security Act 1960: "Any police officer may without warrant arrest and detain pending enquiries any person in respect of whom he has reason to believe that there are grounds which would justify his detention under section 8; and that he has acted or is about to act or is likely to act in any manner prejudicial to the security of Malaysia or any part thereof or to maintenance of essential services therein or to the economic life thereof."
Clearly, he has created in a serious manner prejudicially causing disturbances and racial anger among chinese that could provoke the chinese to fight against him.His remarks has threaten Malaysia's security by causing a potential of another May 13 incident.
and also "any part thereof or to maintenance of essential services therein or to the economic life thereof."he made the allegation that the chinese has been controlling and manipulating the economy when he said we're like the American Jews and demand us to stop doing so and to give back the rights to the Malays.and also, he has accused all chinese political parties for bringing up the matter and call us "trouble-makers" even worst he has spark the anger and dissatisfaction among the chinese. and he ask Gerakan and MCA to leave Barisan Nasional if they don't like what he said and claim what he says as "the truth, reality of life" well, Badawi should know well that if really Gerakan or MCA leaves, Pakatan Rakyat will entice them to join them.and when this happens, they get a bigger majority in the government and can topple them. but sadly, Badawi is....smart ^^
so..who do you think should be thrown in to ISA and be given free food and free lodging?after all, this free food and free lodging are from the taxpayers money.
how fuck up is this country?
Malaysia Boleh
Malaysia Truly Asia
ISA anyone?
now lets do a comparison on the 4 people "wrong-doings"
Raja Petra Kamaruddin - Made headlines for remarks and secrets on top government officials and reveal secrets about their wrong-doings.also made seditious comments and other issues that touched the sensitivity of Malaysians.He made those comments on www.Malaysiatoday.com, which was subsequently been blocked.
Seputeh MP Teresa Kok - accused of an appeal to a mosque in Kinrara to lower and soften the loud speakers during prayers as it is too loud
Sin Chew Daily reporter Tan Hoon Cheng - Reported the controversial remark made by UMNO politician Ahmad Ismail calling Malaysian Chinese squatters and immigrants during a political ceramah in Permatang Pauh.
Ahmad Ismail - called Malaysian Chinese squatters and immigrants.provoked the anger among chinese with his seditious remark but still refused to apologise for the remarks saying that what he said are facts.watch video below.
Ok.now here's the deal.The Malaysian law defines ISA as the followings (based on Wikipedia)
Section 73(1) Internal Security Act 1960: "Any police officer may without warrant arrest and detain pending enquiries any person in respect of whom he has reason to believe that there are grounds which would justify his detention under section 8; and that he has acted or is about to act or is likely to act in any manner prejudicial to the security of Malaysia or any part thereof or to maintenance of essential services therein or to the economic life thereof."
Section 8 ISA: Power to order detention or restriction of persons. "(i) If the Minister is satisfied that the detention of any person is necessary with a view to preventing him from acting in any manner prejudicial to the security of Malaysia or any part thereof or to the maintenance of essential services therein or the economic life thereof, he may make an order (hereinafter referred to as a detention order) directing that that person be detained for any period not exceeding two years."
Who should be detained under ISA?
VS
VS
VS
A blogger for making seditious remarks and postings that will threat national security?A Member of Parliament for requesting the Muslims to lower down the speaker volume during prayers?A reporter reporting racial remarks merely because she was just doing her duty as a journalist?orrr....a politician making racist remarks calling Chinese in Malaysia squatters and an American Jew??
Im sure by now you all know what has happened over the week to these 4 individual.but what saddens me is this. A reporter was detained under ISA just because she was reporting a news story of a politician making racist remarks. and Member of Parliament voice out concerns by residents in her constituency over loud speaker.Clearly, these 2 individual are just doing their job.just like you and me.and the best part is, they didn't cross over the line until they can cause disruption and racial fights in Malaysia.and no one make a big fuss out of what they did.
On the other hand, a blogger has kept on constantly making remarks that has caused disturbances and uncertainty in Malaysia.Although many of the things he state were true in reality, our government denied this allegations and gave him warnings over and over again.until one fine day, he got caught and the government gave him free food free lodging. Although he went over the line, it must be remembered that what he says is true.and many things his stated has evidence.you don't all over the place saying things that has no evidence and reliability right?
and finally, a politician in Penang has made remarks calling chinese squatters and said we dont have any equal rights here.well, he got suspended from his own poilitical party for 3 years.and still he wanna tua lampa on the news saying he wont say sorry, saying that the chinese should apologize to him bla bla bla.well...lets go back to the definition of ISASection 73(1) Internal Security Act 1960: "Any police officer may without warrant arrest and detain pending enquiries any person in respect of whom he has reason to believe that there are grounds which would justify his detention under section 8; and that he has acted or is about to act or is likely to act in any manner prejudicial to the security of Malaysia or any part thereof or to maintenance of essential services therein or to the economic life thereof."
Clearly, he has created in a serious manner prejudicially causing disturbances and racial anger among chinese that could provoke the chinese to fight against him.His remarks has threaten Malaysia's security by causing a potential of another May 13 incident.
and also "any part thereof or to maintenance of essential services therein or to the economic life thereof."he made the allegation that the chinese has been controlling and manipulating the economy when he said we're like the American Jews and demand us to stop doing so and to give back the rights to the Malays.and also, he has accused all chinese political parties for bringing up the matter and call us "trouble-makers" even worst he has spark the anger and dissatisfaction among the chinese. and he ask Gerakan and MCA to leave Barisan Nasional if they don't like what he said and claim what he says as "the truth, reality of life" well, Badawi should know well that if really Gerakan or MCA leaves, Pakatan Rakyat will entice them to join them.and when this happens, they get a bigger majority in the government and can topple them. but sadly, Badawi is....smart ^^
so..who do you think should be thrown in to ISA and be given free food and free lodging?after all, this free food and free lodging are from the taxpayers money.
how fuck up is this country?
Malaysia Boleh
Malaysia Truly Asia
ISA anyone?
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
my love will get you home
dear..if you're reading this, i dedicate this song to you.
no matter what has happened, i will always love you..altho it never meant to be.
no matter what has happened, i will always love you..altho it never meant to be.
bad day
why is every one suddenly turning against me?whatever i do or say, they'll bambu me.
its really a bad day for me.
but i'll me stronger.
its really a bad day for me.
but i'll me stronger.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
lamp post
i've been thinking alot lately abt something which i just realized.
you see, i have a few best friends in my circle of friends.and the thing is, some of them are girls.pretty one's.for some reason or another, we can be just best friends.bestest of friends and not more than that.when i got to know them, i wanted to go after them and in the hope we can be more than friends..you know what i mean.
but in the end, we are in the end better of as friends and this best friend(s) of mine find their love of their life.and the love of their life become friends with me and the both of them becomes close to me.and what's more sad is that the 3 of us will hang out together.either to have a good meal, to go somewhere short or even to the movies.
its being happening to me for years now.from days in secondary school to uni.i don't know man.is it weird?or is it fated?what word can describe my dilemma?
many girls i go after to tackle in the end proof to be fruitless and instead of us becoming couples, we become best friends.
it gets even weirder when they introduce me their bf's.and when their bf's are not around, they talk to me all the things about their bf's.from the good to the bad things.they tell me many little dirty secrets.and i don't know whether they feel comfortable telling me this..or how.somehow, i find this thing really bizarre.
and the weirder thing is that they invite me out to follow them out.just the 3 of us.me, her bf and herself.its been happening this way too many times.
i had it.i done being a lamp post.
its time for me to move on and find a real girlfriend.no.not the one i had before.i mean a real one.
anyone would like to offer yourselves?
please? xD
you see, i have a few best friends in my circle of friends.and the thing is, some of them are girls.pretty one's.for some reason or another, we can be just best friends.bestest of friends and not more than that.when i got to know them, i wanted to go after them and in the hope we can be more than friends..you know what i mean.
but in the end, we are in the end better of as friends and this best friend(s) of mine find their love of their life.and the love of their life become friends with me and the both of them becomes close to me.and what's more sad is that the 3 of us will hang out together.either to have a good meal, to go somewhere short or even to the movies.
its being happening to me for years now.from days in secondary school to uni.i don't know man.is it weird?or is it fated?what word can describe my dilemma?
many girls i go after to tackle in the end proof to be fruitless and instead of us becoming couples, we become best friends.
it gets even weirder when they introduce me their bf's.and when their bf's are not around, they talk to me all the things about their bf's.from the good to the bad things.they tell me many little dirty secrets.and i don't know whether they feel comfortable telling me this..or how.somehow, i find this thing really bizarre.
and the weirder thing is that they invite me out to follow them out.just the 3 of us.me, her bf and herself.its been happening this way too many times.
i had it.i done being a lamp post.
its time for me to move on and find a real girlfriend.no.not the one i had before.i mean a real one.
anyone would like to offer yourselves?
please? xD
bananas in pyjamas
just came back from a charity movie screening at the curve.watched Wall-E and paid RM15 without popcorns and drinks..was a charity movie held by Help's SBC.im part of the charity event and played a role in finding sponsors for the tix.
the thing is this.this bunch of people from sbc are pure banana's i.e. they cant speak mandarin.and while the whole time i was with them, i couldn't find the click with because the jokes they made among themselves are silly...or i find it not funny at all.
and we had lunch at kim gary's. and they kept on making silly lame jokes which i somehow dont find funny.
for example, phillip made a joke about coke steamboat.and everyone was laughing their heart out except me zzzz...i don't find it funny.was it funny?or was it an inner joke?
the thing is...im getting far and far away from the english-speaking world.is just not me anymore.yesh i speak english.but i don't speak english all the time...not anymore.i find speaking mandarin makes thing more lively and its funnier to crack a joke.and its way funnier that way.
speaking perfect english is not my type...no more in my blood.i don't know why.its just not in me anymore..is it a bad thing?or a good thing?
oh ya..there's this girl Ed tried to create a conversation with me.but the sad thing..she's a banana.and i have a blank idea on what topic should i pick on her.
sad eh?
banana's in pyjamas
the thing is this.this bunch of people from sbc are pure banana's i.e. they cant speak mandarin.and while the whole time i was with them, i couldn't find the click with because the jokes they made among themselves are silly...or i find it not funny at all.
and we had lunch at kim gary's. and they kept on making silly lame jokes which i somehow dont find funny.for example, phillip made a joke about coke steamboat.and everyone was laughing their heart out except me zzzz...i don't find it funny.was it funny?or was it an inner joke?
the thing is...im getting far and far away from the english-speaking world.is just not me anymore.yesh i speak english.but i don't speak english all the time...not anymore.i find speaking mandarin makes thing more lively and its funnier to crack a joke.and its way funnier that way.
speaking perfect english is not my type...no more in my blood.i don't know why.its just not in me anymore..is it a bad thing?or a good thing?
oh ya..there's this girl Ed tried to create a conversation with me.but the sad thing..she's a banana.and i have a blank idea on what topic should i pick on her.
sad eh?
banana's in pyjamas
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
before and after-the ramblings
i came to kl in search for happiness, better future.a better life.i want to revamp my life.and add new meaning to it.i hated Malacca.i was never happy back then.personal issues bugged me.and i hated life completely.i always ponder to myself "why am i not like them?why they deserve better than i do?why this?why that?"
i was always jealous the way others life was.i wasnt all the time happy and satisfied with what i had.i was always grumbling and rambling about what i didnt had.and i was this poor pathetic geek back home.i always thought that academic excellence was the key to everything.i thought and hope by doing well in studies, i could attract others.but i was wrong.and i was proven wrong.the guilt built in me was enormous.i left my balls hanging.i was useless.i hated myself
KL was a bliss.no its a bliss.i love it.love it to the bits.so then on, i begin my life here in tarc.i decided and told myself, its time to turn over a new leaf.no one knows me here.and it was what i needed.i want changes in life.i want it soo badly. everytime i want to change, i fail to do so.people around me knows me and easily predict what i wanna do.
it was too perfect for me here.i met alot of new friends from all over malaysia.and they accepted me for who i am, not what im not. they knew my flaws and my downsides.but they never mind.im glad they did.they gave me the opportunity to change into the person which i am today.and im now even accepted with an open arm by everyone.i dont know why they do.but whenever i meet some one new, they have always accepted me for who i am, not what im not.i dont know why.but somehow they always do.i find myself and my circle of friends alot in common.from what we talk to what we do.i loved it so much.from then on, i never ever will go back to where i came from.
the people i know back home was different.for some reasons, they never liked me.or even accepted me for who i am.they were picky. and i hate them.i hate the arrogance and agony they have.to those who are reading this, you know who you are.im talking mainly those in the front classes.maybe you people think you have all you want in life, you feel you dont need a friend like me.and that make a whole lot of difference in me today.i want to say thank you to all you haters out there who hated and disguised me before. because of you, i am what i am today.and i love the person i am today.
the only reason i can think of why you disguised me is this, because all english educated-s have a set of thinking.you think that you're well educated in the english language and the masters of it.you think the whole world belongs to you.and the world evolves around you.you think you get what you want.and you can only mix with those the same level with you.bite me.love me or hate me.i only ever wonder.if you faggots can ever mix with someone that doesnt speak english.she or he are the same like you.good in studies, chinese etc.same.just like you.but the language barrier stands between the both of you.what will you do?will you go on and befriend he/she?i doubt so.i met an old schoolmate of mine, PR not long ago. and we were exchanging stories of our lifes with each other.i realized some things never ever changed.you see, i knew this girl, M. she was a banana.and still a banana.because of a non-mandarin speaking background, she still have the same circle of friends.up till today.she never changed.or maybe her perception has never changed.whatever it is, i find her pathetic.and sad.PR told me she has very little known and close friends in Monash.PR always spot M walking alone in campus and around the area.i dont know why.maybe she's anti-social.or what other reasons i dont know.but sad thing.
*banana means you're a chinese outside.but an english ed inside you.have the physical features of a chinese outside, but no knowledge of mandarin language in you.just like a banana.yellow outside, white inside.
what ever the ramblings is, i find people i know back home never changed.just like the way they are 3/4 years ago.and ts sad.damn sad.
anyway, back here.my social life has evolved and expanded tremendously.i meet new people from all walks of life.and some are interesting ones.and i had more female friends then male friends (pun unintended =P) and some of these are close ones to me.ones i'll treasure most.they were there for me when i needed them the most.friends i trust and befriended.i choose friends of quality, not quantity.its sad that some people i know choose to have friends by the quantity, not the quality.i dont understand what the fuck is wrong with this people.
my social life changed.i love every moment of it.i start going clubbing on a weekly basis.pocket was burning.every week i'll be at places like sungei wang or times square.i'll be at klcc on a monthly basis.and i was out all the time.going places and doing things i never thought i would have done so.i started to enjoy the lifestyle.going for classes, activities after classes and nite life.it was pure bliss.mamak session was never a miss.looking at hot chicks was the favourite pass time of all.TARC has the most amount of chinese hot chicks all over KL.dont believe me?come here and have a look for yourself.after all, seeing is believing.
the downside was, results started to fall.from A's to B's and C's.my pocket was having a big hole.and by the end of the week, im dead broke..just like a poor church mouse.i had late nite sleeps..as late as the wee hours of mornings.i gain fats and i became a fat bastard.i became an alchoholic.
i had the best times in TARC.i even met the love of my life through a friend here.although in the end, our relationship didnt work out.say all you want haters, shut up.
till one day, i fail my final paper on the final day of exams in the final semester of my diploma course.no doubt i was cursing and pissing on the poor quality of the education system by tarc.honestly, tarc sucks when it comes to its education quality.i had lecturers giving lectures in mandarin, the accounting lecture was a bitch..she doesnt even know her debit and credit well.i had the lamest subjects...who needs communications in english and interviewing skills?my balls are bigger than that.the lecturers are of poor quality, the head of department said this "you're paying RM6000 for your diploma, what kinda quality you expect?harvard eh?? just accept the quality we give you lar..." tiu =.=" there's so many things i'd like to complain here about how tarc sucked.but the life i had during my TARC days were gifted.i enjoyed every moment of it.
but things started goin downhill when i failed the final paper.i had to resit that particular paper, causing me a bomb.i couldnt continue my studies to a degree level.i wasnt granted any offer to pursue my studies until i completed my diploma programme.i had to go to all private unis around kl to ask the options in stall for me.but it all turn badly for me.i actually wanted to continue my degree in either Metropolitan College or Taylors.even they didnt recognize the diploma from tarc.how fucked is it right?
anyway, while waiting to clear my final paper, i venture myself out into the working world.i did some telemarketing job at a small company before i changed job to selling credit cards in Citibank.the experience i had with citibank changed my views and perceptions forever.troughout the 5 months i was with Citibank, i begun to learn alot of things.i see things how corporates see.i learn and experience a fulfilling one.and that changed me.and i was earning alot.enough to dine at fine dining restaurants, to buy a nice car...perhaps a honda-city?i love my job.i almost didnt wanted to continue my studies.but word of advise from a senior manager says that having a degree will change my future prospects.and i listened to his advise.
and then, i decided to continue my studies in HELP.maybe i needed help, thats why i choosed HELP to help me out.ok lame joke failed.and then here come a new set of life.a fulfilling one..
to be continued...
i was always jealous the way others life was.i wasnt all the time happy and satisfied with what i had.i was always grumbling and rambling about what i didnt had.and i was this poor pathetic geek back home.i always thought that academic excellence was the key to everything.i thought and hope by doing well in studies, i could attract others.but i was wrong.and i was proven wrong.the guilt built in me was enormous.i left my balls hanging.i was useless.i hated myself
KL was a bliss.no its a bliss.i love it.love it to the bits.so then on, i begin my life here in tarc.i decided and told myself, its time to turn over a new leaf.no one knows me here.and it was what i needed.i want changes in life.i want it soo badly. everytime i want to change, i fail to do so.people around me knows me and easily predict what i wanna do.
it was too perfect for me here.i met alot of new friends from all over malaysia.and they accepted me for who i am, not what im not. they knew my flaws and my downsides.but they never mind.im glad they did.they gave me the opportunity to change into the person which i am today.and im now even accepted with an open arm by everyone.i dont know why they do.but whenever i meet some one new, they have always accepted me for who i am, not what im not.i dont know why.but somehow they always do.i find myself and my circle of friends alot in common.from what we talk to what we do.i loved it so much.from then on, i never ever will go back to where i came from.
the people i know back home was different.for some reasons, they never liked me.or even accepted me for who i am.they were picky. and i hate them.i hate the arrogance and agony they have.to those who are reading this, you know who you are.im talking mainly those in the front classes.maybe you people think you have all you want in life, you feel you dont need a friend like me.and that make a whole lot of difference in me today.i want to say thank you to all you haters out there who hated and disguised me before. because of you, i am what i am today.and i love the person i am today.the only reason i can think of why you disguised me is this, because all english educated-s have a set of thinking.you think that you're well educated in the english language and the masters of it.you think the whole world belongs to you.and the world evolves around you.you think you get what you want.and you can only mix with those the same level with you.bite me.love me or hate me.i only ever wonder.if you faggots can ever mix with someone that doesnt speak english.she or he are the same like you.good in studies, chinese etc.same.just like you.but the language barrier stands between the both of you.what will you do?will you go on and befriend he/she?i doubt so.i met an old schoolmate of mine, PR not long ago. and we were exchanging stories of our lifes with each other.i realized some things never ever changed.you see, i knew this girl, M. she was a banana.and still a banana.because of a non-mandarin speaking background, she still have the same circle of friends.up till today.she never changed.or maybe her perception has never changed.whatever it is, i find her pathetic.and sad.PR told me she has very little known and close friends in Monash.PR always spot M walking alone in campus and around the area.i dont know why.maybe she's anti-social.or what other reasons i dont know.but sad thing.
*banana means you're a chinese outside.but an english ed inside you.have the physical features of a chinese outside, but no knowledge of mandarin language in you.just like a banana.yellow outside, white inside.
what ever the ramblings is, i find people i know back home never changed.just like the way they are 3/4 years ago.and ts sad.damn sad.
anyway, back here.my social life has evolved and expanded tremendously.i meet new people from all walks of life.and some are interesting ones.and i had more female friends then male friends (pun unintended =P) and some of these are close ones to me.ones i'll treasure most.they were there for me when i needed them the most.friends i trust and befriended.i choose friends of quality, not quantity.its sad that some people i know choose to have friends by the quantity, not the quality.i dont understand what the fuck is wrong with this people.
my social life changed.i love every moment of it.i start going clubbing on a weekly basis.pocket was burning.every week i'll be at places like sungei wang or times square.i'll be at klcc on a monthly basis.and i was out all the time.going places and doing things i never thought i would have done so.i started to enjoy the lifestyle.going for classes, activities after classes and nite life.it was pure bliss.mamak session was never a miss.looking at hot chicks was the favourite pass time of all.TARC has the most amount of chinese hot chicks all over KL.dont believe me?come here and have a look for yourself.after all, seeing is believing.
the downside was, results started to fall.from A's to B's and C's.my pocket was having a big hole.and by the end of the week, im dead broke..just like a poor church mouse.i had late nite sleeps..as late as the wee hours of mornings.i gain fats and i became a fat bastard.i became an alchoholic.i had the best times in TARC.i even met the love of my life through a friend here.although in the end, our relationship didnt work out.say all you want haters, shut up.
till one day, i fail my final paper on the final day of exams in the final semester of my diploma course.no doubt i was cursing and pissing on the poor quality of the education system by tarc.honestly, tarc sucks when it comes to its education quality.i had lecturers giving lectures in mandarin, the accounting lecture was a bitch..she doesnt even know her debit and credit well.i had the lamest subjects...who needs communications in english and interviewing skills?my balls are bigger than that.the lecturers are of poor quality, the head of department said this "you're paying RM6000 for your diploma, what kinda quality you expect?harvard eh?? just accept the quality we give you lar..." tiu =.=" there's so many things i'd like to complain here about how tarc sucked.but the life i had during my TARC days were gifted.i enjoyed every moment of it.
but things started goin downhill when i failed the final paper.i had to resit that particular paper, causing me a bomb.i couldnt continue my studies to a degree level.i wasnt granted any offer to pursue my studies until i completed my diploma programme.i had to go to all private unis around kl to ask the options in stall for me.but it all turn badly for me.i actually wanted to continue my degree in either Metropolitan College or Taylors.even they didnt recognize the diploma from tarc.how fucked is it right?
anyway, while waiting to clear my final paper, i venture myself out into the working world.i did some telemarketing job at a small company before i changed job to selling credit cards in Citibank.the experience i had with citibank changed my views and perceptions forever.troughout the 5 months i was with Citibank, i begun to learn alot of things.i see things how corporates see.i learn and experience a fulfilling one.and that changed me.and i was earning alot.enough to dine at fine dining restaurants, to buy a nice car...perhaps a honda-city?i love my job.i almost didnt wanted to continue my studies.but word of advise from a senior manager says that having a degree will change my future prospects.and i listened to his advise.
and then, i decided to continue my studies in HELP.maybe i needed help, thats why i choosed HELP to help me out.ok lame joke failed.and then here come a new set of life.a fulfilling one..
to be continued...
the road not taken
TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
ahh!soo meaningful.and it reflects the way of life im in right now.i was left pondering about my future.and i came across this poem while reading the form 5 poems for english.and i thought to myself "is this the life i wanted?am i getting what i wanted all this while?" sighh
i came to KL 3 years ago because of personal reasons.reasons that i could not bear with it anymore staying in Malacca.and while all my friends opt for MMU, i choose the other.i decided TARC was the best choice i have in hand to escape from all the woes and miseries i'd gone through for the past 5 years.and during this 5 years, i always dreamt of moving to KL and live the way of a KL-ian does.
i came to thise bustling city in search of joy, happiness, a bright future, a better life..to run away from reality of life, to live in denial i was back then.i came to pursue the life of the happening, social, luxury of life.and the poem says :
" I shall be telling this with a sigh, Somewhere ages and ages hence, two roads diverged in a wood, and I"
choosing the life staying back leaves me with a future, a known one, a predictable life.i know it.i can see it clearly.whats ahead of me.i know the consequences of the first option.i should have felt more secure and know my sense of direction in life then.i could foresee what was ahead of me.for at least 4 years of my teenage years.
Yet, i choose to other.the road less taken.and i know it was for the better.i always have known it.though i dont know what is there waiting for me.but life is a journey.an endevour we all will never know.and i choose it that way.i came here all alone.not knowing anyone here.it was completely different for me.the first few weeks was the hardest.i almost gave up.i reall wanted to go back home.where family and friends stands.but yet im stubborn.no way im going back to being miserable.the weeks became months..and months came years.and its 3 years.3 years of turbulences.
my whole world came upside down.and i see it now.the path is clearer to me.i can see it ahead of me.
i've achieved what i want all my life.i've done things i never knew i would.i see things in a wider view.i became the person i am today.not the snobbish bastard i was.i learn to live life.and live it to the max.i became a man.i meet people from all walks of life.i picked up new languages.i had a gf.i travel to places i thought i'll never go.life was made harder.and complicated.but interesting.i love my life.i love every minute of it.i somehow felt lonelier at times.
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
i am what i am today.
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
ahh!soo meaningful.and it reflects the way of life im in right now.i was left pondering about my future.and i came across this poem while reading the form 5 poems for english.and i thought to myself "is this the life i wanted?am i getting what i wanted all this while?" sighh
i came to KL 3 years ago because of personal reasons.reasons that i could not bear with it anymore staying in Malacca.and while all my friends opt for MMU, i choose the other.i decided TARC was the best choice i have in hand to escape from all the woes and miseries i'd gone through for the past 5 years.and during this 5 years, i always dreamt of moving to KL and live the way of a KL-ian does.
i came to thise bustling city in search of joy, happiness, a bright future, a better life..to run away from reality of life, to live in denial i was back then.i came to pursue the life of the happening, social, luxury of life.and the poem says :
" I shall be telling this with a sigh, Somewhere ages and ages hence, two roads diverged in a wood, and I"
choosing the life staying back leaves me with a future, a known one, a predictable life.i know it.i can see it clearly.whats ahead of me.i know the consequences of the first option.i should have felt more secure and know my sense of direction in life then.i could foresee what was ahead of me.for at least 4 years of my teenage years.
Yet, i choose to other.the road less taken.and i know it was for the better.i always have known it.though i dont know what is there waiting for me.but life is a journey.an endevour we all will never know.and i choose it that way.i came here all alone.not knowing anyone here.it was completely different for me.the first few weeks was the hardest.i almost gave up.i reall wanted to go back home.where family and friends stands.but yet im stubborn.no way im going back to being miserable.the weeks became months..and months came years.and its 3 years.3 years of turbulences.
my whole world came upside down.and i see it now.the path is clearer to me.i can see it ahead of me.
i've achieved what i want all my life.i've done things i never knew i would.i see things in a wider view.i became the person i am today.not the snobbish bastard i was.i learn to live life.and live it to the max.i became a man.i meet people from all walks of life.i picked up new languages.i had a gf.i travel to places i thought i'll never go.life was made harder.and complicated.but interesting.i love my life.i love every minute of it.i somehow felt lonelier at times.
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
i am what i am today.
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
working during holidays
sorry i took forever to update.i had been very busy with soo many things and was working part time around kl.i've been working all over kl doing things here and there just to kill time and also to earn money.i really need money to pay debts and buy new things.
i begin my work at an international business solutions company called Unisys Malaysia. It deals with all sorts of IT solutions hardwares and softwares systems for companies.They are also engaged in providing outsourcing functions to banks.They have 2 offices, 1 in Uptown Damansara and the other at Damansara Heights.
I was based at both places.Started off at Damansara Heights doing their outsourcing thingy for bank.Basically what i did was just keying cheque amounts and bank slips.I shall have the identities of the banks anonymous.All in all it was plain boring and repetitive task.I have to key those amounts very fast without any mistakes.How hard and difficult it was.Anyway, i only went there for about 3 days.
Next, the agency that recruited me asked me to go over Unisys in Uptown Damansara, which is rather nearer to my house by walking distance of 10 minutes.I was there as a temporary receptionist, replacing the original which was on leave. It was more of a much relaxing job tasks there. All i need to do is answer phone calls, write notes, accept and send consignments, write memos etc. You know what a receptionist tasks are.
During the 3 days i had over there, I didn't really perform my duties as a receptionist. What i did the whole day was reading newspapers and magazines, walking around, drinking coffee and listening to my MP3. And that was for 3 fucking days. How bored am i. So while got nothing to do, i camwhored xD
ok enough said.i earned little.and i managed to kill time.all for the remaining 2 weeks of my holidays.
need a job?
i begin my work at an international business solutions company called Unisys Malaysia. It deals with all sorts of IT solutions hardwares and softwares systems for companies.They are also engaged in providing outsourcing functions to banks.They have 2 offices, 1 in Uptown Damansara and the other at Damansara Heights.
I was based at both places.Started off at Damansara Heights doing their outsourcing thingy for bank.Basically what i did was just keying cheque amounts and bank slips.I shall have the identities of the banks anonymous.All in all it was plain boring and repetitive task.I have to key those amounts very fast without any mistakes.How hard and difficult it was.Anyway, i only went there for about 3 days.
Next, the agency that recruited me asked me to go over Unisys in Uptown Damansara, which is rather nearer to my house by walking distance of 10 minutes.I was there as a temporary receptionist, replacing the original which was on leave. It was more of a much relaxing job tasks there. All i need to do is answer phone calls, write notes, accept and send consignments, write memos etc. You know what a receptionist tasks are.
During the 3 days i had over there, I didn't really perform my duties as a receptionist. What i did the whole day was reading newspapers and magazines, walking around, drinking coffee and listening to my MP3. And that was for 3 fucking days. How bored am i. So while got nothing to do, i camwhored xD
ok enough said.i earned little.and i managed to kill time.all for the remaining 2 weeks of my holidays.
need a job?
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
ru guo bu se wo de jiu bu se wo de
she has a bf still..and i thought its not gonna last.but it seems going the opposite direction.its getting stronger and stronger day by day =( i wont stand a chance, no matter how close we are.
why am i having the feeling that love isnt meant to be for me to feel, to appreciate, to cherish, to hold on to, to be in it..to fall in love all over again?is it being destined?are we fated of not to be together?
i thought they would break up again.and at that moment, i will steal that opportunity and catch her into my arms..no not catch..grab her into my arms.and i will not repeat the mistakes i did in my previous relationship ever again..but i dont stand a chance.i know it.we all know it. aihh.im not desperate.am really not desperate.ok maybe i am.just a lil ok??maybe im feeling all this because i wanna fill the loneliness and quietness im going through.but i wont that to another person as an excuse.
i hope one day i could say those words to her.maybe 1 day.and i hope that day will come soon.
why am i having the feeling that love isnt meant to be for me to feel, to appreciate, to cherish, to hold on to, to be in it..to fall in love all over again?is it being destined?are we fated of not to be together?
i thought they would break up again.and at that moment, i will steal that opportunity and catch her into my arms..no not catch..grab her into my arms.and i will not repeat the mistakes i did in my previous relationship ever again..but i dont stand a chance.i know it.we all know it. aihh.im not desperate.am really not desperate.ok maybe i am.just a lil ok??maybe im feeling all this because i wanna fill the loneliness and quietness im going through.but i wont that to another person as an excuse.
Out here in the quiet of the night
Beneath the stars, and moon
We both know we've got somethin' on our minds
We won't admit, but it's true
You look at me, I look away
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
But I don't know how to start
I wanna tell you, but now
I'm afraid that you might break my heart
Oh why should anything so easy ever
Be so hard to do
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
And to say that, I love you
I practice all the things that I would say
Line by line, every word
I tell myself today would be the day
But everytime, I lose my nerve
I look at you, you look away
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
But I don't know how to start
I wanna tell you, but now,
I'm afraid that you might break my heart
Oh why should anything so easy ever
Be so hard to do
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
And to say that, I love you
Why?
Why do you turn away
It must be, you're afraid like me
I try, but I can't pretend that I,
Don't feel for you, the way I do,
Can't you see
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
But I don't know how to start
I wanna tell you, but now,
I'm afraid that you might break my heart
Oh why should anything so easy ever
Be so hard to do,
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling
And to say that, I love you
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
But I don't know how to start
I wanna tell you, but now,
I'm afraid that you might break my heart
Oh why should anything so easy ever
Be so hard to do,
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling
And to say that, I love you
(whisper) I love you
Beneath the stars, and moon
We both know we've got somethin' on our minds
We won't admit, but it's true
You look at me, I look away
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
But I don't know how to start
I wanna tell you, but now
I'm afraid that you might break my heart
Oh why should anything so easy ever
Be so hard to do
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
And to say that, I love you
I practice all the things that I would say
Line by line, every word
I tell myself today would be the day
But everytime, I lose my nerve
I look at you, you look away
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
But I don't know how to start
I wanna tell you, but now,
I'm afraid that you might break my heart
Oh why should anything so easy ever
Be so hard to do
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
And to say that, I love you
Why?
Why do you turn away
It must be, you're afraid like me
I try, but I can't pretend that I,
Don't feel for you, the way I do,
Can't you see
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
But I don't know how to start
I wanna tell you, but now,
I'm afraid that you might break my heart
Oh why should anything so easy ever
Be so hard to do,
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling
And to say that, I love you
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
But I don't know how to start
I wanna tell you, but now,
I'm afraid that you might break my heart
Oh why should anything so easy ever
Be so hard to do,
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling
And to say that, I love you
(whisper) I love you
i hope one day i could say those words to her.maybe 1 day.and i hope that day will come soon.
Monday, July 21, 2008
2 months
its been 2months since we've last met.and i hope you're a happier person now.things has changed huh?ever since our last meeting, i've been busy abit here and there.it was my finals.was in a dilemma back then..but thank God i had her by my side.She gave me strength and gave me lots and lots of encouragement and lift up my spirits.Such a good friend.you should know her.. but I guess you will never get to know her.
I've finally understand my true self, seek my true identity.The feelings i had was amazing.the best i ever had...perhaps.Maybe it was all fated round and round.But you don't believe in fate. Remember you said that i'm your first and last?those words melt my heart so much everytime you said it.
Its 2 months now.how are you doing?wow!time flies by so fast.and so much has happened.I dont even know where to start.but things are different now.its soo much different when we're together.Its been much quieter and lonelier now.Maybe im used to telling you every single little bitsy details about everything and anything.remember how i told you about my journey back to Wangsa Maju?That was long.. Altho it all happened within 30minutes.But now, i've got no one to turn to and talk about.So i went there.I walked around.
The other day, I went up to the place we used to go everytime. Just wanted some day off going somewhere far far away alone.I didn't know where to go. We used to decide our destinations together. And you said "i'll go where ever you go"
So there i was.going to all the places we went there.It brought back all the memories of yesterdays.It felt good and sweet.You used to earn a living there to remember?and i will go up every now and then to meet you and stay overnight.Those were the days.Even Ah Yang said i'm crazy going there.And i laughed quietly in my heart.The last time we went was when??my birthday?tho was a simple celebration, i will cherish it all my life.I love what we did on my celebration.Sorry that i dozed off when you were singing my birthday song.Sorry that i dirtied your white pants.
But those days are now gone.Time cant be chased back.After all has happened.Whats done cant be undone.I guess the glass has fallen and broken into pieces.It broke into so many pieces, I dont even know which is which.I cant fix it.neither can you.what happened?im feeling miserable thinking about you.I wished you could one day come back into my arms.And I promise you at that moment, I'll never let you go ever again.
But guess its the end of everything to me.
I miss you dearly.Pls come back =(
I've finally understand my true self, seek my true identity.The feelings i had was amazing.the best i ever had...perhaps.Maybe it was all fated round and round.But you don't believe in fate. Remember you said that i'm your first and last?those words melt my heart so much everytime you said it.
Its 2 months now.how are you doing?wow!time flies by so fast.and so much has happened.I dont even know where to start.but things are different now.its soo much different when we're together.Its been much quieter and lonelier now.Maybe im used to telling you every single little bitsy details about everything and anything.remember how i told you about my journey back to Wangsa Maju?That was long.. Altho it all happened within 30minutes.But now, i've got no one to turn to and talk about.So i went there.I walked around.
The other day, I went up to the place we used to go everytime. Just wanted some day off going somewhere far far away alone.I didn't know where to go. We used to decide our destinations together. And you said "i'll go where ever you go"
So there i was.going to all the places we went there.It brought back all the memories of yesterdays.It felt good and sweet.You used to earn a living there to remember?and i will go up every now and then to meet you and stay overnight.Those were the days.Even Ah Yang said i'm crazy going there.And i laughed quietly in my heart.The last time we went was when??my birthday?tho was a simple celebration, i will cherish it all my life.I love what we did on my celebration.Sorry that i dozed off when you were singing my birthday song.Sorry that i dirtied your white pants.
But those days are now gone.Time cant be chased back.After all has happened.Whats done cant be undone.I guess the glass has fallen and broken into pieces.It broke into so many pieces, I dont even know which is which.I cant fix it.neither can you.what happened?im feeling miserable thinking about you.I wished you could one day come back into my arms.And I promise you at that moment, I'll never let you go ever again.
But guess its the end of everything to me.
I miss you dearly.Pls come back =(
Thursday, July 17, 2008
better in time
why at this moment im still missing you??what am i still thinking abt you deeply?why am i having thoughts abt our past and all our memories??why??i don't get it..im not sad when i miss you.i dont have that heartbeat anymore when i think of you?i dont have that warm feeling anymore when i think of you.i dont have any happiness when i think of you.i always talk abt the bad and sad things we had to my friends...i still dont get it why..why am i still thinking abt you?why am i missing you??you said i wanted the break up soo much.yesh i did.why am i asking you questions like "who are you with?", "you have a new bf?"why?? why why why??!!
im confused you know.i really am..i just wanna get myself outta of this.i just need to get you outta my mind.i just need too...
now i know why..caused im used to be with you..for the past 1 and the half years.my life has completely changed.my life has now turned upside down..when im with you.now that you're gone.. im feeling the emptiness in me..the loneliness looming in my heart and soul.the sad feeling just came up all over again.its different now..not with you.
i can never be with you anymore.this relationship wasnt meant to be.God sent us the message earlier..this relationship was never meant to be.He told us to stop it before it gets deeper and deeper.and now its this deep.deep like a well..its hard for me to climb back up.no one can help me out...its dark and cold in here.i feel the loneliness and darkness eating me slowly..
we are both the victim here.im sorry for everything.im sorry we couldnt move on.the timing wasnt perfect.sacrifices cant be made.for circumstances we know and we can never run away from it.no point denying it.its like a coin with 2 face.a tail and a head.we have to choose either one.we cant be in the middle of it.its the ultimate answer for our woes.no point running away and avoiding it forever.if not now, its the future.its hard to be us anymore.so much hardship and difficulties.we were never meant to be.
i had love you so much for the past 1.5 years.so much of love and tenderness.i loved you.but is never the same now.never again.
the war is over.the fight is over.lets make peace and there we see sunlight again..
this is song is specially dedicated for you.
with love...
im confused you know.i really am..i just wanna get myself outta of this.i just need to get you outta my mind.i just need too...
now i know why..caused im used to be with you..for the past 1 and the half years.my life has completely changed.my life has now turned upside down..when im with you.now that you're gone.. im feeling the emptiness in me..the loneliness looming in my heart and soul.the sad feeling just came up all over again.its different now..not with you.
i can never be with you anymore.this relationship wasnt meant to be.God sent us the message earlier..this relationship was never meant to be.He told us to stop it before it gets deeper and deeper.and now its this deep.deep like a well..its hard for me to climb back up.no one can help me out...its dark and cold in here.i feel the loneliness and darkness eating me slowly..
we are both the victim here.im sorry for everything.im sorry we couldnt move on.the timing wasnt perfect.sacrifices cant be made.for circumstances we know and we can never run away from it.no point denying it.its like a coin with 2 face.a tail and a head.we have to choose either one.we cant be in the middle of it.its the ultimate answer for our woes.no point running away and avoiding it forever.if not now, its the future.its hard to be us anymore.so much hardship and difficulties.we were never meant to be.
i had love you so much for the past 1.5 years.so much of love and tenderness.i loved you.but is never the same now.never again.
the war is over.the fight is over.lets make peace and there we see sunlight again..
this is song is specially dedicated for you.
with love...
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Friday, July 11, 2008
Loreal Colour Trophy 2008-backstage
Usually, people go to events getting invites or have to pay em to enter. What more, if its a fashion show!!By Loreal!!it was the gala show by Loreal to present the awards to various actegories, ranging from best make-up artiste to best hair stylists. and it was the award nite (10th July) But my case was different.. Normally i go to such events paying hundreds of ringgit and in the end i'll be broke.dead broke =( but this time around, unexpectedly, i get paid to serve diners and customers who attend the event. Though it wasnt fun, but it was really my first time attending such an event, a fashion show.
I was replacing a friend who weren't able to be the waiter at the banquet there, so i gotta help her out lor..it was definitely my first time being a waiter, serving in th F&B service.Whats more serving in a grand event like this!!i was soo nervous i nearly pee in my pants =P jk.i knew expectations were high, especially in such a high class event like, a fashion show summore horrrr =( Anyway, i needed the cash and besides, i got nothing else to do that day. So i just went to get some experience and kill time.
The finalists of the L’Oréal Professionnel Colour Trophy Award 2008 were awarded that night. Deeemed as the "Oscars of Hairdressing Industry" it was sure a fantastic nite out. Damn fun!! People from the hair styling industry were present. Since it was an event by invitation only, only those selected were invited, mainly from HongKong and Taiwan.Maybe because its a nation flooded with people who know how to "style". i mean come on.look at the way the dress and how they set their hair style.not like malaysians xD anyway, it was full of unique people.I was the lucky one manage to spot artiste like Angel Wong (the emcee), Miko Au and afew more. What more, there was this artiste from Taiwan sat behind the table i was serving. i was serving table 84. The event i was serving was held at the KL Convention Centre by the way. Many large events were held there before this.
But the good thing is this
Anyway, after doing th registration and all, we then proceed to the grand ballroom. We were lead into an elevator, so huge it looked like we're in Star Wars spaceship ready for war.
=P we really looked like this in the elevator, except without our weapos and our yeng-ness laR. the elevator fitted more than 50 ppl omg!!!we then walk ourselves into an area in Hall 1 to be briefed and "trained"
It was a gathering to divide our locations, positions, duties etc. It was like a gathering of foreigners there. except we were there to become waiters, not to be deployed home =P ABout 80% were foreigners and malays. Not many chinese there, and most of the chinese, us, are from colleges. It reminds me of Nasional Service, standing there for 1hour, listening to the supervisor shouting and ordering at us, being treated like a slave, we were called names like "anjing", "pukimak" etc. It was harsh and it wasnt pleasant. I almost lost my patience and went off. They treated each of us as if we were some kinda animals or servants, giving us orders to move here and there.
Anyway, after the "briefing", we were brought to the grand ballroom and went to our respective table for serving. It was already 5.30 pm i think. And we have to stand there doing nothing while listening to the last minute practise and rehersals by the participants there.
Later, we were called by our respective supervisor in-charge, Loges, to get more briefing. We were told that it was a chinese set dinner. Hell i know whats a chinese set lar!!Anyway it was practically chinese style dinner, with heavy gigantic plates serving chinese cuisine, chinese style or serving and decoration, everything chinese style. Even those who attended the event was chinese..mainly laR.i only saw 2 malays that night.
chinese style decoration of the table settings
Thats my table, table 84 im serving xD
I was replacing a friend who weren't able to be the waiter at the banquet there, so i gotta help her out lor..it was definitely my first time being a waiter, serving in th F&B service.Whats more serving in a grand event like this!!i was soo nervous i nearly pee in my pants =P jk.i knew expectations were high, especially in such a high class event like, a fashion show summore horrrr =( Anyway, i needed the cash and besides, i got nothing else to do that day. So i just went to get some experience and kill time.
The finalists of the L’Oréal Professionnel Colour Trophy Award 2008 were awarded that night. Deeemed as the "Oscars of Hairdressing Industry" it was sure a fantastic nite out. Damn fun!! People from the hair styling industry were present. Since it was an event by invitation only, only those selected were invited, mainly from HongKong and Taiwan.Maybe because its a nation flooded with people who know how to "style". i mean come on.look at the way the dress and how they set their hair style.not like malaysians xD anyway, it was full of unique people.I was the lucky one manage to spot artiste like Angel Wong (the emcee), Miko Au and afew more. What more, there was this artiste from Taiwan sat behind the table i was serving. i was serving table 84. The event i was serving was held at the KL Convention Centre by the way. Many large events were held there before this.
But the good thing is this
- I attended a fashion show for the first time
- I get to know the "secret" of whats in your food and the dirty things they do to your food, especially in such a grand event in a luxurious, high class place like KLCC
- I didn't do the serving most of the time, instead i watched the fashion show =D
- i get paid RM61 for doing nothing much except serving water and watched a fashion show by Loreal for free =P
- I stole some goodies from there =D
- I met new friends
- I'm gonna reveal of the rudeness and attitude by the KLCC staff - dont sue me please =( im just telling the truth horrrr =(
- My arms were so damn pain i couldnt lift anything heavy that night
- Being a victim of racist
- I didn't get to snap many photos during the catwalks and most of the event =(((
- I didn't get to snap photos with celebrities =((((( double spam!
- I know i'm not fit to be in the F&B service (thank God)
Anyway, after doing th registration and all, we then proceed to the grand ballroom. We were lead into an elevator, so huge it looked like we're in Star Wars spaceship ready for war.
=P we really looked like this in the elevator, except without our weapos and our yeng-ness laR. the elevator fitted more than 50 ppl omg!!!we then walk ourselves into an area in Hall 1 to be briefed and "trained"
wats with him digging his nose?
It was a gathering to divide our locations, positions, duties etc. It was like a gathering of foreigners there. except we were there to become waiters, not to be deployed home =P ABout 80% were foreigners and malays. Not many chinese there, and most of the chinese, us, are from colleges. It reminds me of Nasional Service, standing there for 1hour, listening to the supervisor shouting and ordering at us, being treated like a slave, we were called names like "anjing", "pukimak" etc. It was harsh and it wasnt pleasant. I almost lost my patience and went off. They treated each of us as if we were some kinda animals or servants, giving us orders to move here and there.
Anyway, after the "briefing", we were brought to the grand ballroom and went to our respective table for serving. It was already 5.30 pm i think. And we have to stand there doing nothing while listening to the last minute practise and rehersals by the participants there.
Later, we were called by our respective supervisor in-charge, Loges, to get more briefing. We were told that it was a chinese set dinner. Hell i know whats a chinese set lar!!Anyway it was practically chinese style dinner, with heavy gigantic plates serving chinese cuisine, chinese style or serving and decoration, everything chinese style. Even those who attended the event was chinese..mainly laR.i only saw 2 malays that night.
chinese style decoration of the table settings
Thats my table, table 84 im serving xD
sadly, the table was far from the catwalk stage =( i only can see em on the gigantic LCD screen =(
what a lousy position. Anyway, since i was bored, i took some pics of the ballroom and got caught by one of the supervisor. Now, he is one cibai racist. He yelled at me rudely saying "eh cina!u simpan u punya hp.jgn ingat u banyak kaya arr!!jgn diri macam u artis Hong Kong bodoh" WTFFFF!!!!!!!!!!blardy racist!!!rude, immature, uneducated son of a bitch!what?u dont have a handphone is it?what?i put my hand in my pocket makes me look like a HK artiste is it? Cao Hai arr!!!whats your problem wit me being a chinese?!blardy racist!Becareful when u see me on the streets..i'll grab you and beat the hell out of you till you begg me for forgiveness and mercy for being a chinese!blrady asshole cao hai!
Anyway, lets not spoil the mood ok? Its Loreal Colour Trophy nite =) it's party nite baby =) this are the pics i manage to get while i was waiting for nothing =.= enjoy
And this is the view of the Card. For better view, you can visit http://kirayamato04.wordpress.com/category/loreal-colour-trophy-2008/ for more pictures of the card and other goodies that night. wished i had them with me =(
what do you think about the invitational cards?I think its pretty and cool..the designer did a very good job.
Here's the menu for the night
By the way, they charge triple prices for the drinks. A can of Coke cost rm6.50, a glass of wine cost rm15..money making business banquet =.="
Later, we were trained awhile on the dishes and what should be done for the 'chinese set" dinner. We were thought of how to cut the fish, what to do, this and that larrrr...soo boring and lame. Then, i took afew more pics.
By then, it was almost 6pm. They were doing last minute rehearsals and all. It was expected that the guests will arrive between 6-8pm to have drinking session outside the foyer, while at 8pm the door will be opened for guests to come in and take their seats. 8.40pm to start serving food.
We had our dinner break at 6-6.45pm. It was basically lousy canteen food. Since i cant eat beef, i only had rice and chicken. And that was lousy. Me and my friends slowly took our own sweet time to have our meal and chat xD.
After our meals, we then proceed back into the grand ballroom. By then, the lights were switched off. It was dark. I cant even see the table clearly. We were told to start filling water into glasses on the table. So i walk in and out the kitchen several times to take and refill the jug of water. My leg hurts.Once everything was done, we went back to our tables and stand there till 8pm. Since i was bored, i just watched the video displayed on the LCD screen over and over again. I was bored...really bored.My leg hurst too. I got to know that this event was sponsored by Shu Uemura, Melinda Looi, EH!, Female and Nuyou.
By the time, i think i've watched that video for about 15times i think. And at the same time i was listening to the emcee rehearsing backstage. By 8.15pm, the guest started entering.
Since then, i couldnt take anymore pictures. Why???because they switched off all the lights throughout the event. it was so dark i couldn't even find my table =.= Throughout the night, i tried to relax abit, while watching the catwalks and fashion show. I purposely did a bad job xD in between i took some photos lar..but it was bad of quality caused it was dark =( anyway here are the photos i've manage to take. enjoyz!!
If you wanna watch the video, click
http://youtube.com/watch?v=5BUZx2tRdbI
sorry cant upload the video here yet. Got some probs xD
Now, if you really think food served to you in luxury hotels or grand events like this is clean, think again. Think carefully. Ask yourselves. DO YOU REALLY THINK THE FOOD SERVED IS OF HIGH QUALITY AND CLEAN?haha come on!!please lar!
This is the food being prepared by the chef during the event. I saw a rat running around the kitchen. There were a few malay waiter i caught digging their nose and touch the food. Some hungry girl got so hungry she took a bite of the food to be served. I saw an irritated waiter spit into the soup. Worst of all, they use dirty and used glass to serve cold water. Poor guests...victim of unhygienic and filthy conditions.I got really shocked and disgusted by their actions..what on earth is this la?well..its Loreal Colour Trophy 2008.
enjoy =)
what a lousy position. Anyway, since i was bored, i took some pics of the ballroom and got caught by one of the supervisor. Now, he is one cibai racist. He yelled at me rudely saying "eh cina!u simpan u punya hp.jgn ingat u banyak kaya arr!!jgn diri macam u artis Hong Kong bodoh" WTFFFF!!!!!!!!!!blardy racist!!!rude, immature, uneducated son of a bitch!what?u dont have a handphone is it?what?i put my hand in my pocket makes me look like a HK artiste is it? Cao Hai arr!!!whats your problem wit me being a chinese?!blardy racist!Becareful when u see me on the streets..i'll grab you and beat the hell out of you till you begg me for forgiveness and mercy for being a chinese!blrady asshole cao hai!
Anyway, lets not spoil the mood ok? Its Loreal Colour Trophy nite =) it's party nite baby =) this are the pics i manage to get while i was waiting for nothing =.= enjoy
And this is the view of the Card. For better view, you can visit http://kirayamato04.wordpress.com/category/loreal-colour-trophy-2008/ for more pictures of the card and other goodies that night. wished i had them with me =(
what do you think about the invitational cards?I think its pretty and cool..the designer did a very good job.Here's the menu for the night
By the way, they charge triple prices for the drinks. A can of Coke cost rm6.50, a glass of wine cost rm15..money making business banquet =.="
Later, we were trained awhile on the dishes and what should be done for the 'chinese set" dinner. We were thought of how to cut the fish, what to do, this and that larrrr...soo boring and lame. Then, i took afew more pics.
By then, it was almost 6pm. They were doing last minute rehearsals and all. It was expected that the guests will arrive between 6-8pm to have drinking session outside the foyer, while at 8pm the door will be opened for guests to come in and take their seats. 8.40pm to start serving food.
We had our dinner break at 6-6.45pm. It was basically lousy canteen food. Since i cant eat beef, i only had rice and chicken. And that was lousy. Me and my friends slowly took our own sweet time to have our meal and chat xD.
After our meals, we then proceed back into the grand ballroom. By then, the lights were switched off. It was dark. I cant even see the table clearly. We were told to start filling water into glasses on the table. So i walk in and out the kitchen several times to take and refill the jug of water. My leg hurts.Once everything was done, we went back to our tables and stand there till 8pm. Since i was bored, i just watched the video displayed on the LCD screen over and over again. I was bored...really bored.My leg hurst too. I got to know that this event was sponsored by Shu Uemura, Melinda Looi, EH!, Female and Nuyou.
By the time, i think i've watched that video for about 15times i think. And at the same time i was listening to the emcee rehearsing backstage. By 8.15pm, the guest started entering.
Since then, i couldnt take anymore pictures. Why???because they switched off all the lights throughout the event. it was so dark i couldn't even find my table =.= Throughout the night, i tried to relax abit, while watching the catwalks and fashion show. I purposely did a bad job xD in between i took some photos lar..but it was bad of quality caused it was dark =( anyway here are the photos i've manage to take. enjoyz!!
If you wanna watch the video, clickhttp://youtube.com/watch?v=5BUZx2tRdbI
sorry cant upload the video here yet. Got some probs xD
Now, if you really think food served to you in luxury hotels or grand events like this is clean, think again. Think carefully. Ask yourselves. DO YOU REALLY THINK THE FOOD SERVED IS OF HIGH QUALITY AND CLEAN?haha come on!!please lar!
This is the food being prepared by the chef during the event. I saw a rat running around the kitchen. There were a few malay waiter i caught digging their nose and touch the food. Some hungry girl got so hungry she took a bite of the food to be served. I saw an irritated waiter spit into the soup. Worst of all, they use dirty and used glass to serve cold water. Poor guests...victim of unhygienic and filthy conditions.I got really shocked and disgusted by their actions..what on earth is this la?well..its Loreal Colour Trophy 2008.
enjoy =)
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