ru guo bu se wo de jiu bu se wo de

she has a bf still..and i thought its not gonna last.but it seems going the opposite direction.its getting stronger and stronger day by day =( i wont stand a chance, no matter how close we are.

why am i having the feeling that love isnt meant to be for me to feel, to appreciate, to cherish, to hold on to, to be in it..to fall in love all over again?is it being destined?are we fated of not to be together?

i thought they would break up again.and at that moment, i will steal that opportunity and catch her into my arms..no not catch..grab her into my arms.and i will not repeat the mistakes i did in my previous relationship ever again..but i dont stand a chance.i know it.we all know it. aihh.im not desperate.am really not desperate.ok maybe i am.just a lil ok??maybe im feeling all this because i wanna fill the loneliness and quietness im going through.but i wont that to another person as an excuse.

Out here in the quiet of the night
Beneath the stars, and moon
We both know we've got somethin' on our minds
We won't admit, but it's true

You look at me, I look away

I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
But I don't know how to start
I wanna tell you, but now
I'm afraid that you might break my heart
Oh why should anything so easy ever
Be so hard to do
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
And to say that, I love you

I practice all the things that I would say
Line by line, every word
I tell myself today would be the day
But everytime, I lose my nerve

I look at you, you look away

I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
But I don't know how to start
I wanna tell you, but now,
I'm afraid that you might break my heart
Oh why should anything so easy ever
Be so hard to do
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
And to say that, I love you

Why?
Why do you turn away
It must be, you're afraid like me
I try, but I can't pretend that I,
Don't feel for you, the way I do,
Can't you see

I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
But I don't know how to start
I wanna tell you, but now,
I'm afraid that you might break my heart
Oh why should anything so easy ever
Be so hard to do,
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling
And to say that, I love you

I wanna tell you what I'm feeling,
But I don't know how to start
I wanna tell you, but now,
I'm afraid that you might break my heart
Oh why should anything so easy ever
Be so hard to do,
I wanna tell you what I'm feeling
And to say that, I love you

(whisper) I love you

i hope one day i could say those words to her.maybe 1 day.and i hope that day will come soon.