Wednesday, July 9, 2008

malacca an official world heritage site


woooo!!Melaka a world heritage site!!this means those UMNO ppl gonna earn more money which they define them as "commision"

semester break

im having semester break now.Originally was 4 weeks but its gonna be longer than it is, which is 7 weeks.semester break started earlier which is during the final week of exams, plus the original 4 weeks and 2 weeks..i consider this 2 weeks my holiday coz during the 1st 2 weeks of the semester there's nothing much to be done. The 1st week is just goin for normal lectures and signing up for subjects and the 2nd week is lecture week. all in all is only 7 weeks.

the 1st week was used to juz chill about and do nothing..hang out with friends in kl and met old frens in melaka. the second week i started doin some work with Maxis. Damn it laR!!go do sales job in shah alam *drolls eyes* i hate sales persons job!!wtf man!go around cafes to cafes interrupting ppl having their meals =.=" not my kinda thing ya know. and the team were targetting malays coz they're easier to con and lure haha!!GOOD marketing strategy, but still this job not my kinda thing. altho it pays well, but its damn embarassing for me to do...so guess wat?i gave the lamest reason no one could ever though of hahaa!!i said my room in kl got fire and short circuit, my room burned! AHAHAHHAHAHAHA who could have ever believed laR??so i asked the team leader to drive me to the nearest ktm and went down kl sentral back home xD damn lame rite? ahahaha

anyway..after that i found another job. Its working with Adidas at Cineleisure Damansara The Curve hehe xD. I started on friday from 1.30pm-10.30pm. Damn it!!yet another job i hate and dislike...guess i got attitude problem and no discipline laR =.=" i hate standing the whole day..my feet hurts and swollen =( the 2nda day was busier as it was the beginning of the Malaysian Mega Sale Carnival xD there were so much of customers window shopping in and out. You know la window shoppers hehe xD go in test the shoes and t-shirts, and then didnt want to buy it and just walk out =.=" wasting my time go in the store room climb up the racks finding the sizes. That day my feet swollen even more. i felt numbness and it got jammed. I couldnt feel my legs and the same thing went on sunday and monday.

But smart Adrian got up with yet another lame reason to quit xD I applied for half day leave, saying that i felt feverish and coughing. I went off at 3pm and had my lunch at Italliannies xD feeling damn happy i left =) Alan called asking me for Dota hahah!today i called the supervisor of Adidas, Aaron saying that my medical report wasnt good and i needed to go Singapore to do further check up xD how lame and how fake right?? =P anyway he believed me and said "hao, ni ge yi bu yong zho liao la" but.."ni de xing xui mei yo na de dao lor" wtf???!!!! "ing wei ni wei yo jiao ni de IC haiyo ni de zao bian" =.=" eh what kinda fuck up company is this ar??i worked and suffered because of you..now i wanna claim my RM113 also cant issit?? CCBKNN!!!cannot pay cash is it??must bank into my RHB account eh??damn lame right? anyway im gonna meet him on Friday and fight for my cash xD no way im gonna give into him and budge into him!!

Anyway i got another temp job laR...doing banquet at KL Convention Centre xD RM7 an hour hahah...gonna start from 4pm-11pm on Thursday. Being intro by my housemate, Ken from KDU. So i dont know what should i expect laa..but its gonna be standing again =.=" damn i hate standing laaaaaaaaaaaaa =.=""

to be continued

Monday, May 26, 2008

im confused

lately..i've been facing soo much of problems with relationships with her. She's this wonderful girl, kind-hearted and soft spoken girl.She's the dream girl of many, including me.She's there for me when i needed her the most, she has sacrificed soo much for me sometimes i felt like a bastard, which i am.

Since our first break up in November, things has went downhill ever since. We repeatedly break up and got back together so many times during that period. The more i got in it, the more i told myself i wanna get outta the relationship so badly.Its just a desperate feeling.I dunno why or what prompt me to do so.I juz look at other couples around me..and i felt that we have nothing they had in them.Our relationship was plain darn, boring and there was no excitement in us.I just wanna quit.I feel like i'm putting us into hell.I didn't wanted to make her suffer any longer.It all doesnt seem right for both of us. Plus, there are so much of problems we faced in this relationship, we didn't go along well anymore. I felt that was it. These problems wont bring us anywhere. The longer we were together, the more I find we aren't happy together. Its better to break up now then to break up in the future. We are still young, theres plenty of opportunities ahead of us. I dont want to jeopardise her future..although she's willing to jeopardise hers.It doesnt seem right for both of us..and everyone around us.

So after my birthday, i decided to call it an end. An end that will break our hearts so much it kills her the most. I hated myself. I didn't like what was going on. All i wanted to do is to kill myself. At first she said ok and agreed with the break up. It all seem well. We didn't contact each other for some time.i think it was a 2 weeks or so. Then my itchy hands started sms-ing her..wanted to find out how is she and hows everything. And it got worst, i started saying i miss her, i love her, all those lovey-dovey words.And there, she couldn't resist it and started crying and begged me to continue this relationship.I told her we needed some time and space.She said yes reluctantly. But then, she's good at doing this.Asking me to meet her at the same spot we used to meet up and say goodbye.And there she say she'll wait till i come.It wasnt the first time.When we had the worst arguements, either one of us will resort to this way. And there. Our problems solved.Or should it seem like it. But this time i said no.I was in the middle of Ms Graces Econs class.I was so focused and when she msg-ed me, i lost concentration and my feelings were so mixed. And then i asked Alan to send me back straight home from college. i ignored her msgs. I didn't wanna meet her and then the usual things will happen, we will be together..once again. But this time i said no to myself.I tried controlling.

This went on for a few days.Finally, i met up with her. And the rest is left for u to figure out what happened. But then, it hit my heart so badly!When i send her off at The Gardens, i sent her an sms, saying we were not meant to be. And it went on...again..till that day.

Love is like a war
Is easy to begin
But hard to end.

Friday, April 11, 2008

malaysian drama series

I've been browsing through the features and applications available in this blog page.Im trying to adapt myself to new things from time to time. Its 5.30am now.Its been days i've been sleeping like this.I sleep at 6-7am and then wake up weee late in the evening.My day has become my night and night become my day.Gotta change the sleeping habit!!For the past few hours, i was watching a few episodes of a Malaysian chinese drama titled "The Beginning". Its definitely one of the best local chinese drama i've ever watched..as far as i can remember.Never thought local series will be that good.for the past few years, i never really had the interest to watch malaysian drama as it's dull, boring, so un-interesting and so list goes on..we Malaysians have been soo glued to foreign series and movies until we over-looked our own local series.The malays love to watch Indonesian, Indian, Mexican, Spanish etc drama.Chinese likes TVB drama's, taiwanese series and singaporean series. Indians on the other side loves their very own Hindi series from India.

Why is this happening in Malaysia??Is the quality of our own series suck that bad?Few years back, i agree so.but if you have been watching your own tv, you would have noticed that Malaysian series has becoming better and better.Try watching these series i recommend you. The Beginning, Where The Heart Is, Ghost, Table for Two. Although this are just a few series to mentioned, im soo glued to it i never miss any of each episodes. It came through my mind that "Damn!!never thought that such series will be soo addictive and interesting to watch!"I have to agree that not all Malaysian series are 'locally" made.Coz the production members are mostly from our very "friendly" neighbour..Media Corp Of Singapore.But bare in mind that these are all locally made series.And now you would have wondered why our local series is that of such quality to par with those in Singapore, Taiwan, etc. You would have noticed and recognised that Malaysian chineses series have the same story line and style as those across the Causeway.But you have to understand, this are home grown made Malaysian series.And all story lines depicts the life of many Malaysians..divorce, third party, corruption, sex, family in-fightings etc etc. Its so real that it totally reflects Malaysians life.Try finding a Malaysian that doesn't.

Its time to change our views and thought of Malaysian series.ya ya i agree that foreign dramas and series are still better compared to those made in Malaysia.Although our series are not totally made by Malaysians, it still deserves to gain respect and recognition by us, we MALAYSIANS. This is Buatan Malaysia you know!show support to our own locally made production!!yes that we have the assistance of foreign productions such as Media Corp, but think of it.Why can we actually have our own national car Proton?remember its roots, Proton began by the help and nurture of Japanese automotive makers.Without their help, we wont be driving the Wira, Satria etc.But as a developing nation, we need to help and guidance of others to move on.Im not saying that we don't have our own ability and skills.know the malay proverb "jika tiada angin bertiup, bagaimana pokok akan bergoyang?"

Thursday, March 6, 2008

my very first blog

this is the absolute first time im blogging here.inspired by many blogger-turned-celebrity, i should give it a try her.plus im always having lots and lots of free past times, i should make good use of those time into something useful.hopefully, it'll turn out to be the way it supposed to be.plus that needs alot of commitment and patience.well well well...thou shall see what i can do and what im capable of doing =)

happy reading!