songs for you, my past

The sky is grey like it's been crying
After leaving you
I haven't been any freer

The sour air
I can smell the distance between us
An ending that drills into my heart
Cannot be stopped like breathing

The yellowing diary in the drawer
Dries up the memories
That smile
Is summer

Yours and my past
Has been forgotten in clockwise
The love that has had a lack of oxygen
The careless tears are superfluous

I know you and I are not wrong
We only forgot to step back
Pledging sincerely with the promise
Yet failed to get what I want by time

I know we are not wrong
It is only that we will be better off letting go
The most beautiful love
Continue it in my memory





The white windmill
Turning quietly
The real feeling
Distant like a dreamland
The sweet seawater
The complicated tears
I look at you smiling in a silly way
Holding my hand
I hope this dream does not have an end
It's good that we walked to here
Because I don't want to finish walking this happiness too fast
It's a shame there isn't a blessing
When I'm loving you I'm not lonely
I won't let you cry again

I carry you walking till the end
Can we not go back?
You hug me tightly
Saying you don't need a promise
You say that if I'm by myself I'll be freer
I don't understand what you're saying
I won't let go anyway
I carry you walking till the end
Can we not think too much?
Can we hold hands?
Get to the end a bit later
You say we shouldn't see each other again only for a moment
Thank you for letting me hear it
Because I'm waiting here forever

Tens of thousands caught in a gridlock

i was reading through The Star online and this news report caught my attention "Tens of thousands caught in a gridlock" it happened along the Sprint highway that i normally along to college by bus from my place.

Ironically, the stretch from the Damansara toll all the way to KL were closed due to the Le Tour De Langkawi race in KL from KL-Genting Highlands.and many motorists got stuck in the traffic due the closure during the morning rush hour to work.imagine the main highway is being closed.that's a disaster cause i travel along that stretch everyday and the traffic there is a real bitch.the closure must had made a traffic like shit.worst than ordinary.but i couldn't imagine any worst of it.

Holy crap!!look at how bad the jam is..this is real ridiculous la.luckily i didnt travel that stretch that morning.if i were to have exams or class that day, i would have just forgotten about it already.cause i know i wont be there in time.confirm!!

many people complained that there was no sufficient information were given to motorist about the closure and alot damn tulan with it.why not tulan lor??they didnt give enough information to the public and only can say sorry.everytime anything happen they will say sorry and any inconvenience in muchly regretted.normal la. Malaysia truly Asia horr...if any inconvenience is muchly regretted, why go ahead with it?you know you gonna regret it then why go ahead with it??sohai stupid people.

but there's another interesting excuse given by the co-organisers about the road closure.this is what he said:-

“The races normally start at 10am, after the morning peak hours, but today’s race began earlier as we needed to reach the destination in time for the Friday prayers,”

wow...friday prayers.

well my dear friends, Malaysia is full of stupid people.thus, you have to anticipate stupid reasoning, comments, etc =) this land is beautiful.cause we got alot of caring and "smart" people.

friday prayers.i wonder if they'll ever close the road again for saturday prayers

big slap to the Barisan Nasional

it must be a hard beginning and a hard road for the Barisan Nasional (BN) in the new year of 2009. The BN candidate Wan Ahmad Farid Salleh of UMNO has lost to PAS candidate Mohd Abdul Wahid Endut read http:

if this goes on..im sure that the government will be toppled soon.and again there has been rumours going around that more and more BN candidate will be crossing over to the opposition.

i wish...

singaporean videos

i admit that i'm a i big fan of singaporean productions la.be it drama's, movies, videos, etc la. anything produced by singaporean must be watched la.not because it's famous or anything la. it's just as hell great production by them over the years.and they really like beat malaysian productions flat out weii..you see la im also talking like one of them liaooooo.anyway during my past time i've just got myself updated on www.xiaxue.blogspot.com la.nothing interesting or new tho.she's dubbed as the female version of kennysia.com in singapore la aka singapore's blog queen for reasons i wonder why those kiasu's interested in la.

but you must watch this link here.it's a combination of short videos produced by clicknetwork.tv and here's the synopsis of whats in there la..lazy wanna type la.so copy paste their worthy material here..


Chick vs. Dick

Paul Twohill of Singapore Idol fame and Kay Kay from Deal or No Deal 2 go head to head in a battle of the sexes show where YOU get to decide the winner! Who's the better drunk? Who's the better flirt? Who will eat fire hot spices to the point of death just to outdo the other? Watch and vote!


this is one of the series they have which i really find them funny and hilarious.i laughed my stomach and heart out like wtf wei...even the guy staying next to my room got freaked out came knocking to my room asking me "eh you ok ar?" you should watch it la.damn worth it and you wont regret it la.plus plus plus it features this chick here call Kay Kay and this brat named Paul.duh what kinda singaporean name duhh..and also in this webpage features other productions like Crack Comedy and Road Trip.

if Media Prima is reading this, btw, i just wanna tell you that your sitcoms are so not hilarious and funny la..just because you gotta get through the censorship board wtf.so that explains why Malaysian productions no standard la.see in the end we need the help from the singaporeans to produce our own local drama la..damn sad rite?

anyway here's a preview of my fav episodes from Chick VS Dick. watch it once and you'll know understand my point.btw this is one of my favourites so far.enjoyz =)




do expect alot of "fucks" and "oh my god" and ewww and what ever la.cause these singaporeans eng educateds are like that la.not the so good standard of KL gals la.or whatever.

so enjoy watching folks!!www.clicknetwork.tv

The Beginning

2009

the new year is coming..2009 is coming

my mum told me once.those born in the year of the rabbit will have better luck next year.im looking forward towards it.oh darn its been a fucking year of mishaps and bad lucks.everything i do this year doesn't seem right or all well.

shugggssss...oh 2009

what do you have install for me??i just want 2008 to just go by.i wont want to look back no more.so much of bad memories.

but the upside is, i've met alot of new people in 2008.many beautiful people.

these people i call them friends for life.and i look forward to a better year...2009 here i come!!

bye bye ol' miserable 2008!!

Merry Xmas and Happy New Year!!!!

freed

Raja Petra Kamaruddin is freed from ISA dentention. Thank God. There's still freedom of speech and justice in Malaysia i think. Syed Hamid should step down as Minister and be charged in court for framing the recent 3 ISA detainees.